Behind The Scars

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Dear Flow

I once vowed never to write a love letter again after parchment burned my soul’s ink over the years, yet I find myself breaking this vow for you. The years have come and gone, but we still strong within each other through it all. Love has come and went. We have even lost friendships including our own at some point in time. Trust been lost, even if it wasn’t ours; there has been some major obstacles that we’ve conquered. There have been times when I thought I knew you, just as well as where, other times you’ve thought the same about me, but we worked through it thought; we’re still strong within each other…
 
I didn’t write this to script corny lines or stroke egos, my love for you is not that. REAL love is not meaningless words or falsified emotion, I will not tell you what you want to hear; I will not lie for us, it’ll only hurt us in the long run. I want to show you that you are worthy of my precious time and the words that I say to you. I want to tell you all that you deserve, even if it hurts a little because that’s all I’ve ever done for you; just given all that you deserve. There have been times where you ignored, became defensive or sought escape from me, from us, but, the thing is, you can’t hide or tuck away from genuine love because no matter where you run or whoever you run to, you’ll be reminded of how good this love is. You’ll always reminisce on the words I once told you. You’ll always look back and remember how deep this love flows because this love is endless. You can run forever, to all ends of the world, but, the truth of you and I will always be imprinted within you; within us.

Over time I learned not to run because of you. Over time I observed your ways, your intriguing movements and intoxicating words… Flow you’re a damm drug… and over time I corrected myself because I used to wonder whether if this was healthy with the love you prescribed me with, but, over time I realized I am not weak because I am vulnerable to you. My vulnerability to you is my trust in its highest form and for that to be is exact reason of why I love you. I loved you every time you looked in the mirror running your fingertips along each scar in silence because our eyes spoke. I loved you through the screams and agony of immobilized limbs in your first steps. I loved you when you hated me for the decisions we made in the past. I loved you before you even knew we existed; I’ve always been there…

 There are some things in life we may come across that we lose ourselves into. There may be some things we come across that will attempt to break us apart, but baby, the tears we shed are only the rain from the storm we found clarity within, and here we are still strong within each other… It’s time to let go of the pain, you’ve held onto it for too long

It’s time to let go Flow… because I love you

 

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